What if the rainbow forbids us from playing its colours........

Sunday, January 30, 2005

300105 Sunday

Home Run 300105
  • Stayed at home the whole day doing C-prog...... Yah.... Can u believe it?..... Struggling to do the written tutorial though.... Watch tele between breaks..... mainly watch MTV.....
  • I caught 'Good Charlotte' in concert..... they are fun bunch of guys sia..... Tml going to buy their new album oredi...... their latest single rox sia..... "I juz wanna live"....... I reccomend to friends out there...... Dwnld!!!!.....
  • Tml no test so not so stress....... Tues morning theres test....... A killer one summore.... Oh yah hor juz remember sia... must write the CD 500 wrds write-up...... *sux man*..... i oso caught Oprah show featuring Jim Carey....... gd show sia.... laugh my a** off sia.... at least i am laughing today....
  • My mum juz came back juz now..... and she was eagerly asking wat color do i think look nice on our car seats coz she wants to change to leather seats...... i was like, 'okay.....?!?'..... I chose black leather and she agree sia....... actually in my heart, i was thinking on modem rather than splashing money on the car......*sigh*..... Up to her lah ah......
  • Has'nt been drawing and that is strange.... probably after this.... going to design a cover page of my file...... Been filing my skool notes lately..... keeping it neat and i think i did quite well...... ok will b signing out and find a few inspiration for my art.....hahaha....

Today's Happening Factor : 7 / 10

(Fun day to have....... but struggling in C-prog is not a gd sign to have....... Going to pursue my passion after this....... Art lah...... its about time actually.......)

Saturday, January 29, 2005

290105 Saturday

Werking my ass off 290105
  • Juz got back from werk...... Can say tired sia........ At werk, become 'supervisor' sia coz got new apprentice werking for fulltime....... i ' lao jiao ' oredi so must teach him a bit..... His name is Raj and is 40 yrs old....... quite a good chap lah....... although he didnt quite well juz now.... he is scared of big crowd sia......
  • Juz now loads of ppl flooding sentosa sia...... dunno y? Got very confused sia wif a lot of ppl.... *sigh*...... But receive a few comments on my hair...... mainly from tour guides...... Dunno its a compliment or not.....but i take it as a compliment..... Now i am more freedom wif my hair sia..... Went straight home after werk...... Went to empty house coz my family all out.......
  • As i am at home, the same frickin question few wks ago lingers in my mind again.... that make me feel upset and confused again........ "Am i a good Friend or juz a pain in the A**?"........ Feeling down again....... *sux big time sia*
  • Summore tot tml can play soccer in the morning but Tim couldnt make it...... WTF*..... again when i enjoying wat i do, it never happen again...... *' pek chek '*......... I think i give up and will b doing some scribbling or drawing......... must zap me back to studies sia...... very slack lately......hmmmmmph....... will b logging in the net the whole day tml maybe...... coz i ask my cousin out tml jln2 but he werking........ haiyah...... Dunno want to ask who out tml sia..........

Today's Happening Factor : ? / 10

(too confused to judge my factor........ i hope sunday will b much better...... to go out will b better but not alone though.......Hmmmmph.....)

Friday, January 28, 2005

280105 Friday

2 different days 280105
  • Yah........never blog yesterday bcoz my old comp down...... i am blogging in skool again.... *quite sux*...... My new comp needs a router and moedm to kickstart the internet connection..... *sigh*....... want to buy one oredi.. wait for my dad can die sia...... whole package is about $168...... so ex. sia......
  • Had definitely a better day yesterday sia.... Had lunch wif Pris at about 11+am at skool.... Her thurs so sianz so accompany her.. actually my thurs sianz oso..... then i went queensway to find Nerd and Yang.... Class start at 3 end at 5.... On da way back send Khalid home bcoz i going to send my car to workshop to change rear bumper..... total cost $517... very ex. sia...... lucky all covered...hahaha....
  • Got a call from Tim during at workshop...... He 'jio' me play soccer at nite..... Wah so long he never call me sia........ then so long oso i never play soccer sia..... But best....... played until 10pm.... Sunday morning playing again..... *power*
  • Then today...... boring sia.... Stay skool as i am writing now....... got to stay back coz of gems thingy and help Ajay on his C-prog....... miss my friday prayers sia....... Msg Pris juz now, she in Taka wif her friend sia.... *happening*....... soon i'll b heading home oredi.... Must revised my studies oredi..... nxt wk loads of tests.....

Today's Happening Factor: 3 / 10

( today very boring can die sia........ y'day more happening sia......... tml werking...... lagi boring)

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

260105 Wednesday

Nothing much 260105

  • First time bloggin in skool..... probably bcoz i have loads of time.... and my comp at home sometimes 'siao' one.....
  • As usual, wednesday is a boring day..... coz have to attend skool juz for 4hrs of maths...... but gd thing today tutorial is in the lab.... Lab = can use computer to serve net and chat......hahaha..... *power*
  • Its been two days my voice is sexxxy...hahaha.... Had a terrible sore throat and have a deep vioce.....
  • I'll probably wander around hougang mall first before heading home...... i m finding a dvd title called "Ran"..... a japanese movie for my gems presentation.....
  • Will leave u a verse from my current addicted song- 'Boulevard of Broken Dreams' by Greenday. The song actually kinda suit my life.... hahaha... my friends know..... hahaha

I walk a lonely road,

The only one that i have ever known

Dont know where it goes,

But its home to me and I WALK ALONE.......

Today's Happening Factor : 4 /10

(Juz another day.......... *sigh* ........)

Monday, January 24, 2005

240105 Monday

Accident and Mohawk 240105
  • Got into an accident today...... Some car kiss my car...... I was driving and Ajay was my beside me....... Sorry Ajay... hope u r not shocked by the impact..... We were 1 hr late sia..... But the driver that knock my car was cool sia...... I think he's a towkay sia...... the damage was minor though.... But have to change my bumper..... He gave me $300 cash for the damage done......... Respect him sia.......
  • While meeting the accident, my first reaction was like want to laugh like that......hahaha..... I know i am not in the wrong...... End skool at 5pm today after watching 'Chicago' during gems..... Lame show but very seducing sia......
  • Go home strait away call my barber(cousin) come over to cut my hair....... At first i was in doubt of cutting mohawk..... but he think it was cool....... so i get on wif it..... He knows wat he's doing and i think he's done a gd job sia........ very satisfied wif my hair now...... but i have to wear a cap walking around though.......hahaha......
  • My cousin bought me a cap oso in jb yesterday........ Will b wearing to skool tml...... Very nervous to reveal my hairdo to my class tml........ Thnx cousz.........

Today's Happening Factor : 9/10

(Loads of things happen today...... 240105 is certainly to be remembered sia......... )

Sunday, January 23, 2005

230105 Sunday

Home Sweet Home 230105
  • Stay home the whole day...... coz feeling sick (down wif flu)....... Left alone at home can be very fun sia...... No disturbance......hahaha..... Chat wif Pris in the afternoon...... Pity her, she cant go out......
  • Waiting for my cousz the whole day..... coz he say after he go johor, he will come to my house and give me a haircut...... Waiting for him is like waiting for durian to fall sia..... Eventually he never turn up....... he msg me at 2200hrs that his motorcycle tyre burst.... *so suay sia*...... Tml can lah....... (now my cousz seldom go out wif me, ppl got gf mah....) lucky i still have my friends.......
  • Was feeling nervous to have a haircut (tot of having a mohawk)...... wat i scared is, i turn to be a laughing stock sia........ nvm i have 24 hrs to decide on my hairdo....... A short smart cut? Mohawk? or Braids?.........
  • Feeling weak at times and all the medicine consumed is not helping........ My mum's nagging about consulting a doctor...... but i dont wanna coz i think its a minor flu....... She is very scared that my flu gets worse..... Typical mum....... so caring........ wait till i recover, then mrs nice lady gone......... hahaha......
  • Hoping to see all my friends tml........ by then my flu is gone hopefully........ A long day tml......... juz have to endure.......

Today's Happening Factor : 6/10

( No ppl = No disturbance = Freedom.......... Still have not recover from flu........ *Sux*...... Hopefully god make me a healthier person tml......... )


Saturday, January 22, 2005

220105 Saturday

Sick Saturday 220105
  • I got a bad sore throat and pre stage of flu as i am writing these....... Actually juz got back from work....... luckily my mum fetch me......... I was sleeping the whole journey home.....
  • Although sick, service to customer is still tip top.... Its juz professional to hide my pain....... But at the first place , y did i accept to do the frickin OT...... everything push to me..... i know lah i werk on saturday only..... theres no need to find me when theres OT wat......
  • The whole day i am surviving under 'Fishermen's friend' and 'Oldenlandia water'....... the feeling of sick *sux* man..........
  • Oredi inform my parents that tml is my rest day and basically i want to do nothing........ but i ask my cousin to cut my hair though...... i tot of cutting to 'Mohawk style' ( those read my blog and agree on my decision of me cutting to mohawk, pls tag me on the tagboard...juz doing a survey....thnx)..... its time to change man......... to my classmates dont be surprise wif my hairdo.........hahaha....... i'll blog tml if i had the change.......

Today's Happening Factor : 2/10

( I am sick....... wat do u expect.........*sigh*)

Friday, January 21, 2005

210105 Friday

Hari Raya Haji 210105
  • Feeling freakin bloated rite now..... coz a lot of food today...... I am like a child going into a candy store for the first time sia...... See gd food, 'bui tahan'...... The food was rare and yummy sia...... Typical hari raya food..... *power*
  • Routinely i went to my grandpaps house at telok blangah, most of my family gather there..... About 25 of us there...... including all my cousins........ the atmosphere there is cool man........ chating away wif food and drinks.... All my aunties gave me a same remark, "U are becoming bigger and bigger huh...... like a giant". I reply them wif a smile, and i knew they will say that........
  • At around 5, me drove my family of 4 head to Pasir ris, my aunt's house....... dis time around my mother's side...... Again we ate our time away...... Again it was yummy food....
  • I am particular happy to see my cousins..... these are the only time we gather together askin hows life....... and i get to see all my cute nieces and nephews.....
  • i take dis oppurtunity to dedicated my prayers to those who left b4 me..... esp. to friends and family..... lists include: Dandy(friend), Nizam(friend), Ramlah(grandma), Saumi(grandma), Arshad(grandpa)........ May god lead u where he promises...... and u are still in my memories.........

Today's Happening Factor : 8/10

( if not for tml work, it could have been a score of 9....... *sigh* ' sibey sianz'.........)

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Happening sia

180105 Happening sia.......
  • Came to skool late for about 10mins....... but lucky driving sia..... Tell u the truth quite nervous lah.....got presentation sia...... Enter class was given a handout to read.... i sat beside Pris.... She was happy coz she came before me.( rite Pris?)... hahaha
  • At last we were told that our group will b presenting nxt week sia....... *sux* man..... 2 time oredi kena postpone....... *sigh*.... Although nervous i feel quite confident wif my grp performance........ Juz now afternoon got CD test which i tot is ' bo liao' one...... Today finish class early and that is where the fun begins......hahaha
  • We have our self declare "gems" module where we talk cock....... Among the attendance were me, Nerd, Yang and Ajay...... KC was absent coz he's not feeling well...... Poor KC sia.... come for presentation then end up never present...... *screw the lecturer sia*
  • We end up playing truth or dare but without the dare....... there are some cool questions sia... Then Nerd need to teach his elective volleyball module...... while i and Yang talk by the side of the court....... We talk a lot sia....... Army days, friends, family background but sometimes we include gurls..... Whey! we are not 'bian tai' okay....... juz typical guy's thing.......hahaha
  • We talk until Nerd end his lesson sia....... around 7....... At around 7.30 we go find place to have dinner....... end up in queensway ABC....... Ajay join us after his acting audition....... then we go walk2 at queensway shpng cntr and IKEA......
  • reach home at 11.... my whole family slept oredi sia...... super fast.......

Today's Happening Factor : 8/10

( Its kinda fun going out wif friends, talking, eating, and roaming... long time never do that oredi sia...... Any frens wanna 'jio' me out for chit chat or makan, juz giv me a call man....... i rather do these kind of things than going home early...... Back when i am in sec sch, i dun hav such freedom sia...... got curfew summore....... 7pm...... sux rite?......... now freedom!.....hahaha)

Monday, January 17, 2005

Confused

Confused 170105
  • Never blog yesterday bcoz, reach home late and kinda tired... Went to the national stadium last nite to witness the nation's victory..... I've been ther at Shah Alam stadium where the lions lift the Malaysia cup about 10 years ago..... Last nite to be there is a rare chance.. I lost my voice...... And its great to see the stadium filled..... An experience no words can describe......
  • I overslept today and miss the 8am class.... I am feeling 'pek chek' cos of that...... i have me to blame.... Wads f*ing wrong wif me..... Never get to drive bcoz my uncle help me send to the workshop for servicing....... Today i lack concentration..... all that were taught were ignored..... i chose to draw on my book instead........ There's something lingering in my head....... A question to be exact....... " Have i been a good friend ?"...... this question lingers in my head the whole day.......
  • Am i treating my friends as they want me?...... Am i silent and monotonous at times but can be chirpy, talkative and inquisitive( kaypoh) the other times...? Am i a pest to my friend?.... Are they happy when they hear or get a msg from me or am i annoying ? I cannot answer the questions..... My friends are the ones that can answer these questions....
  • I am certainly happy to see my friends and certainly enjoy their company..... Y am i thinking dis kind of things?........ *Dilemma*
  • One more question GuoBao bring up juz now.... " Y am i not like the typical malay guys who wants fun, be 'bian tai', smoke, drink, rowdy.....etc?".... Is that suppose to be good or not.......
  • i am still confused.......... Tml is my presentation and i want to clear my thoughts b4 presenting.......... I hope my group blossom......

Today's Happening Factor : 5/10

( Still confused........ Sorry to friends that find me different lately...... I dont feel that good..... Thnx Friends)

Saturday, January 15, 2005

Heart Broken

Heart Broken 150105
  • Yah i know...... Never write blog yesterday..... basically coz nothing much happen..... Hilites of yesterday was to receive Tiger Beer Cup Final tickets at National stadium.... apart from that..... nothing lor....
  • Feel very down and weak rite now...... coz Liverpool lost.... no further comments on tt... Y must they keep disappoint me sia...... *Huge Sigh*
  • Maybe the very best thing is to sleep dis over....... I feel i have no ideas to write..... Dis kinda feeling sux man...... I dunno who or wat will cheer me up now sia...... Haiyah..... tot after werk will enjoy the rest..... the rest make me more miserable.....
  • Maybe wat i could do now is to blast my new cds i bought thru my stereo......humph.... ; (
  • Btw i bought Best of Marilyn Manson, Sum41 new album and Slipknot' s new album.....
  • Even those music wont recover me......... *Today Sux*......

Today's Happening Factor : 1/10

(lucky to be 1.... zero is an unfair factor.......... no more comments........)

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Happy But Dunno Why

Happy But Dunno Why 130105
  • Feeling quite happy today..... Dunno y sia.....hmm... Maybe everything goes smoothly...
  • Get to see my new cousin thru e-mail, coz my uncle living in Penang.... Very cute sia.... Her name is Qistina..... stylo sia.....
  • Today went to skool by MRT, cannot drive coz the boss( me dad) wont let me...... Once a while taking MRT is a good thing afterall.... Along the way listen to Alicia Key's album... totally addicted to the song Karma.....
  • On da way back by MRT, the train was flooded wif werking ppl going back home..... and remember one malay 'abang' standing beside me.... First impression counts, he was wearing Man U jersey wif Ronaldo at the back....... First thing in my mind is " Man U SUX"..... while he was talking wif his fren, he accidentally step on my Puma shoes..... lucky he say sorrie sia...... if not i will utter " Man U Sux Big Time"...... Wats wif me against Man U.......(i am a Liverpool Diehard Fan)
  • At home thinking of composing a song for a competition in skool...... winner bring home $500 sia....... Listen to dis my frens, if i win i blanja u all eat....... hahaha......

Today's Happening Factor : 6/10

( because of my happiness a mark of 6 is input lah....... Hope tml is a better day...... *chill*)

Not Special

120105 was nothing special
  • Feel damn tired rite now as i was writng this, probably becoz nothing happen *sianz*..... Morning decide to come early to help Khalid in C programming....... Ajay also join us coz he dont understand previous lesson....... In the end we end up doing nothing coz there's no comp available......hmmm..... so 'sway'.....
  • Enter class at 12 noon........ today whole day maths...... and few minutes started and start to get bored oredi...... And lucky the quiz juz now was quite easy......
  • After skool stayed for 2 hours helping Ajay in C programming...... While wait for him to finish a few questions, i find my blog wallpaper........ i think its quite cool leh.....SLIPKNOT....
  • Reach home, and b4 i know it, i m out again....... Accompany my parents to Changi to look at a few chalet that they intend to book for my bro's 21st birthday..... Along the way get bored and decide to disturb Pris...... but she was feeling down ( stay cool and relac Pris.... i hope u r okay by now....) *chill*...... ; )
  • Had dinner at Changi village........ while having dinner, my aunt call telling me dad that my grandpaps are creating prob at home........ so we rush to my grandpaps house..... by then it was 9pm........
  • On da way back, had quarrel wif my mum....... she always complains that i am always criticizing her while she's driving....... that is suppose to help her learn but she takes it the wrong way........ I really cant understand sia....... its okay if she comments on my driving but not her....... my father was on my side the whole argument...... i think me dad know how i feel........

Today's Happening Factor : 5/10

( Juz passed........ there's room for improvement.........)

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Happening Sia......

Happening Tuesday 110105
  • Morning started early at 8 start class oredi... had butterflies flying freely in my stomach coz got presentation sia...... Enter class and was told my group to present last......fuh..... was a bit relieve..... Class started smoothly..... but in the first group presentation, Boon Kim in particular, me and Pris was holding our laughter sia...... See him present funnie sia.....
  • Eventually we never present coz not enough time......*sux*....quite mentally prepared then nxt wk present....WTF*... CD lesson is the usual boring stuff......but dismissed early......hahaha
  • then last lesson more 'sard'...... half an hour only.......hahaha.... One unbelievable thing happen on tt lesson.......Damn Funnie sia......... while lecturer were teaching..... me, Huisoon, Guobao and Wan play 'dai di' sia........ can u believe it...... At first i dun want to play one..... Guobao lah force the 3 of us into it..... the nxt thing we know is the cards have been distribute oredi......... We play funnie sia.... hiding thecards then throw it on a chair tt is facing away from the lecturer.......hahaha.....
  • After skool, went jln2 in campus wif Nerd, HanYang and KC...... Dont wanna to be back early, so sianz.......We watch and criticise how ppl play soccer..... go to squash court see ppl play...... not a bad game sia..... Left for home at around 5......
  • Had my new comp at around 9 pm........ but cannot log in the net...... *sux*.... i write this blog using old comp....... going to call Dell oredi tml.... think i will b staying up late to watch soccer......hahaha

Today's Happening Factor : 8/10

(Today quite happening sia........ No further comments.......hahaha)


Monday, January 10, 2005

I guess it's all fine

100105 WAS QUITE OKAY.....

  • Late for skool but not that late lah....... along wif Ajay and Nerd...... I know today's going to be a long day but the start i had was okay....... Monday is simply the lecture day, most of the time were lectures......*sianz*
  • Had preparation for tml debate, during lunch...... seperate tasks and understanding more on Abortion.... pprint a few notes (printing was free of charge sia.....) basically a lil bit nervous to present but in front of own class.......its okay afterall...... Pris help me add the tagboard which is on the right( thnx Pris)..... can see?
  • Had gems juz now after last wk gems cancel........ i was preparing notes for the class but we end up watching movie........hahaha...... deep down inside me i was laughing my ass out..... the screening was James Bond's Goldeneye.... Half way thru.... feel like wanna sleep( not becoz the show boring but tired sia), reach down in my jeans pocket and found my saviour....... Fishermen's Friend Lozenges....hahaha...... Cool show sia.....
  • Me vs My youngest bro. As he grow up now, he is more 'kwai lan' sia..... Always make me angry sia..... Either he use the comp and make a mess of the place or his presence annoys me..... Still got the cheek to quarrel wif me....... Haiyah....juz ignore lah..... Quarrel oso no use..... Ppl never had hard time b4, always kena pampered.......*sigh*

Today's Happening Factor: 7/10

(if not for my annoying bro the factor would be better......but 7 is a gd number to start the week wif....... Going to practice my presentation for tml...... Hope everything goes well.....)


Sunday, January 09, 2005

F*ing Frustrated

F*ing Frustrated 090105
  • Early in the morning woke up ready for IPPT ( fitness test for army) ..... i had told my mum tt i must leave home for Safra Tampines at about 10.15 to report on time..... Wat time does she leave? 10.45....... I decide to drive, if she drive i wont make it.....
  • Arrived quite early, staff over there quite friendly sia...... I was freaking nervous coz very long never take IPPT...... I never pass this kind of test...hahaha..... Everything goes according to script..... all the static station i failed....*sux big time*
  • All end well except for one 'si beh kuai lan' officer at the 2.4km treadmill station....this is wat he say...."Hey gentleman.... U obviously never hear the briefing rite.... Pala But_....", I stare at him wif gr8 frus sia......but i did finish all my station....
  • Around 5pm my family and i send my bro to the airport coz he is going to NZ for SAF duties...... Again i quarrel wif my mum about timing...... B4 this i told her i want to b at home at 9pm.......coz thers skool werk i must attend to...... she say tt i dun need to follow at first but change her mind at the last minute......... I want to send my bro but i want to be back at 9pm too......
  • After sending my bro, we went to my aunty house at tampines...... I tot it was juz a visit for awhile but turns to be up to 9.30 pm..... WTF*
  • On da way home, i give her a silent treatment.......... my mum juz simply think of herself too much....... Wat bout me? *sigh*..... i m writing this wif full of anger

Today's Happenning Factor : 1/10

(i think i am generous of giving score of 1...... Frustration juz crept from behind and slits my throat open...... Wat a day i have...... Kena f*ed by officer during IPPT, my mum keeps on frustrate me...... I thank god that i have ability to cool my anger and not show my angst...... I can juz simply say today never happen......*sigh*)


Saturday, January 08, 2005

Smooth Saturday

Smooth Sailing 080105

  • Went to werk in the morning as usual........ Late again by about 10 mins, who cares.. using punch card wat..... even my superintendant know i late......
  • Not much ppl today coz its 'raining stop raining stop' the whole day...... but the 'jia lat' thing is its my turn to station at ground floor...... *Sux* man ground floor, from 1pm to 5 pm must stand....... *sigh* they tot i KFC's Collonel Sanders or wat....... Even Ronald Mcdonald sit down sia..... ( my leg freaking numb)
  • Suppose to meet Pris and KC at Wdlnds library for project discussion, but most cant make it..... i was freakin tired too....... After work rileks at WTC coffeshop wif my working colleagues( Aris, Amir and Yusman) and at about 7.30pm went to visit my grandpaps nearby....... My family was there too waiting for me......
  • Watch soccer on the telly, Singapore vs Indonesia, was never disappointed sia..... Singapore exceeds my expectation sia..... They play damn pro........ Final score Sin 3 Indo 1....... even me was rubbing my f*ing eyes.... 2nd leg is going to be in Singapore...... dis coming sunday...... MUST WATCH match.....hahaha....... getting ready to lose my voice rooting for lions.......

Today's Happenning Factor : 6/10

(the factor is strongly influenced by the soccer result...... although my day can be much better..... My tiredness cause most of the factor to drop........ the ground floor thingy lah....)


Friday, January 07, 2005

My First Blog

Friday 070105

  • Woke up quite late and purposely dilly dally so that got reason to drive to skool..hahaha....if not my dad 'kao peh' about the petrol...... wat to do.... ppl pay for petrol what... *sux*
  • Late a lil bit for lab....... lecturer so 'kwai lan', always want us finish fast..... little bit onli 'kao peh'.....as usual we are the last grp to leave (dunno y?)
  • KC was'nt present for lab, becoz i heard from Nerd, he got accident wif his gf or sumthing......dunno lah..... But he eventually come wif his gf to skool to meet me and Pris for Crs project...... KC seems very quiet......
  • Pris sms me in da morning tt she overslept and never attend morning class..... Eventually came do project wif us and she skip gems.....hahaha....( Lucky thing Pris came, if not i wont be having a blog now......hehehe) We search for Abortion thingy..... but end up cannot print.....wat sia..... after tt accompany Pris lunch and 'balek kampung' (Pris's bf pick her up)
  • On da way back, met my dad....... he ask me, "Later got anything onot? Send me go see the new computer ready onot.....". So 'mah fun ' one....... But new computer sake anything los........

Today''s Happening Factor : 4 / 10

( What can i say more, late for skool, tired..... lucky got this blog to express my feelings..... Hope tml is a better day...... hahaha.....)