Dog Years

Worked yesterday (saturday) till about 6pm. Suppose to have outing but plans failed due to empty messages or call. Feeling quite rejected, made my way home reluctantly. Felt uneasy as always. Questions start shooting at every direction.

It was still until one saviour call which lighten me. It was from Danial asking me join the rest of the rugby guys at Bugis. Among there are Othman, Danial, Baban & Adi. The plan was to smoke sheesha and chill. I accept instantly to subsides my disappoinment. Quite happy to see the rugby guys again because i have been missing training for quite some time due to work. The sheesha session always will b pleasant as expected. Then we head to Bugis 7-eleven for supper. Had tuna sandwhich.

Then we decided to go Fort Canning for some night adventure and place to chill. It was a scary walk at first but as the walk becomes coverstaion session, we acclimatised with the eerie surrounding. Me and Othman shared alot about our life. Then we realise Fort Canning produce nostalgic and breathe-taking scenery. With stars glazing and reddish skies making the nite a complete scenario. We left Fort Canning at about 6am and head home. Reached home at 7:30am. Slept till about 3pm. And you might guess it right, here i am infront of my com.

Sorry wont heal this pain

Tinge of guilt have you feel?

Unimportance you treat

Now i shall stand unoppose

Ponder

Life is like a box of chocolates,

You'll finish up the the sweet ones and leave the bitter ones.

Well, i'll be the one craving for the dark and bitter chocolate,

because i choose life to be as complicated as it would be.

Big Question Mark

Just woke up from my lengthy sleep. Actually woke up early to have breakfast with my parents which i think its been a while since we had one. Went to Hajah Maimunah at Geylang serai for our breakfast. I continued my sleep after my breakfast. Answered my body's screams for some rest. Mainly because of yesterday's RSN 10's tourney. It was pretty bad. Thats all i have to say. I feel very weird and down this weekend. Am still searching the reason why. A lot of contemplation i guess. Leaving this postrevising the purpose of life.

Random Pictures

Journey Begins

I witness both matches...

Sp Volleyball girls beat ITE 3-0..... Well done gurls!!!

Sp Volleyball guys beat NYP 3-0..... Good job guys!!!

adam & EVE

The trip (yesterday) after a wet & bustling rugby training to my grandpap's house prove very fruitful. I came there to a crowded reception with my cuzzins and aunties busy cooking & preparing. Below are some pictures of the preparations. Y did i said fruitful? Coz i get to learn how to make 'lepat'....

Few bunch of 'Lepats'

The 'lepat' fillings

This is how to make 'lepat'

My cuz (Kak Nana) = Student.... Intensity

My cuz (Kak Edah) = Student..... Concentration

My cuz (Kak Lia) = Student..... Focus

My cuz (Kak Lena) = Student.... Happy wif the outcome

My Auntie (Bik Nah) = Teacher...... Very grateful that she pass on dis knowledge to us

Dun laugh at me.... I sux at everything but at least i tried...

Heathen Chemistry

Missing her company oredi. Actualli wanted her opinion about some things but time does not allow us. I am sure the time will come. Take care my best friend. If you free call me alright...

Sleepless nights take a toll out of me and directly affects the progress in school. The progression keeps on stalling as i about to embark and rekindle my mood to study. Soon i will ignite something.

Glances & smiles exchanged but for now i am held back and questions start ringing me up. Often the calls came unanswered. Its not as if nobody's home but more like it is better unanswered. Am still reviewing the purpose and the reason behind my actions. Sometimes it does lead to a weak evidence.Thanks for the support and boost i needed but contemplation still lingers. Mirror at times bring me down but yet it tell lies. I shall wait for it to crack and smash into small particles so it can pierce through my uncontented heart for the last time. The more i bring myself down it seems that the further the sky limit is. Maybe its a bad idea to look up. I rather look forward and take each step with caution. In fate i believe but fate also depend on effort. Effort seems scarce here. At least for me... Think...

Hands Down by Dashboard Confessional

"Hands Down"

Breathe in for luck,

breathe in so deep,

this air is blessed,

you share with me.

This night is wild,

so calm and dull,

these hearts they race,

from self control.

Your legs are smooth,

as they graze mine,

we're doing fine,

we're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high,

that your kiss might kill me.

So won't you kill me,

so I die happy.

My heart is yours to fill or burst,

to break or bury,

or wear as jewelry,

which ever you prefer.

The words are hushed lets not get busted;

just lay entwined here, undiscovered.

Safe in here, from all the stupid questions.

"hey did you get some?"

Man, that is so dumb.

Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...

so we can get some.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.

So won't you kill me, so I die happy.

My heart is yours to fill or burst,

to break or bury, or wear as jewelry,

which ever you prefer.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,

I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,

the dim of the soft lights,

the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers

and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late

and this walk that we shared together.

The streets were wet

and the gate was locked so I jumped it,

and I let you in.

And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist

and you kissed me like you meant it.

And I knew that you meant it,

that you meant it,

that you meant it,

and I knew,

that you meant it,

that you meant it.