Confused

Confused 170105

• Never blog yesterday bcoz, reach home late and kinda tired... Went to the national stadium last nite to witness the nation's victory..... I've been ther at Shah Alam stadium where the lions lift the Malaysia cup about 10 years ago..... Last nite to be there is a rare chance.. I lost my voice...... And its great to see the stadium filled..... An experience no words can describe......
• I overslept today and miss the 8am class.... I am feeling 'pek chek' cos of that...... i have me to blame.... Wads f*ing wrong wif me..... Never get to drive bcoz my uncle help me send to the workshop for servicing....... Today i lack concentration..... all that were taught were ignored..... i chose to draw on my book instead........ There's something lingering in my head....... A question to be exact....... " Have i been a good friend ?"...... this question lingers in my head the whole day.......
• Am i treating my friends as they want me?...... Am i silent and monotonous at times but can be chirpy, talkative and inquisitive( kaypoh) the other times...? Am i a pest to my friend?.... Are they happy when they hear or get a msg from me or am i annoying ? I cannot answer the questions..... My friends are the ones that can answer these questions....
• I am certainly happy to see my friends and certainly enjoy their company..... Y am i thinking dis kind of things?........ *Dilemma*
• One more question GuoBao bring up juz now.... " Y am i not like the typical malay guys who wants fun, be 'bian tai', smoke, drink, rowdy.....etc?".... Is that suppose to be good or not.......
• i am still confused.......... Tml is my presentation and i want to clear my thoughts b4 presenting.......... I hope my group blossom......

Today's Happening Factor : 5/10

( Still confused........ Sorry to friends that find me different lately...... I dont feel that good..... Thnx Friends)