Lay Zie

Feeling quite lazy and busy to update my blog. A lot of things happen. But mainly its rugby. My first managerial stint. Well, i kinda said that about ten times at least. Feeling sick now so i won't post much. Some Sentosa pics and a video you should watch.

Video (go here) :http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iemV4LRsg4Y

Holiday Not

Tuesday afternoon. Start of so called holiday. Lets not call it a holiday. We call it weekend. That sounds much better. So, i have 2 weeks of weekend ahead of me. 1 day have left me, yesterday, and today is yet to fold. Worked on sunday. It was okay but after about 2 weeks break from work i kinda miss work. I miss interacting with customers and colleagues. Looking at the world cup is weel on the way, at least theres a topic I can ignite with my customers.

Tommorrow I am heading to the beach. BEACH!!!! WOOHOO!!! Going with my fellow SP ruggers after our training in school. You may think that we are crazy.... But who cares... We are going there anyway. Bond between my fellow ruggers is very concrete now. I feel happy with their presence. Old too. Hahaha... But as a big brother, they always look up to me. Enough about this big brotherly thingy. Before I leave this post, here are some of my predictions in World Cup 2006....

• Germany and Argentina will meet in the Finals
• Mexico will go to the Quarterfinals
• Miroslav Klose will end up being the tournament top scorer
• Germany will be named the champions
• England and Spain will falter in the 2nd round

I had free Teh Susu from my supervisor during work

This coupon entitles you to take cable car for juz $2 (CRAZEE!!!!!)

060606

Have been out chilling with wonderful friends lately. Most of the time were spent at McCafe Lido. But the most significant time was spent wif my besties, Pris. Yah... Pris.... Its been ages since her name is mentioned in this blog because we seldom interact for the past few months. But lately we were back interacting with each other again. That feeling is just unbelievable.

That particular day was tuesday, 060606, yah i know even the date was significant. Both of us chilled at McCafe. Then we windowed shopping around ochard. She bought two items ; a shawl and a pair of slippers. During our journey, we were approached by a china women who happen to be a surveyor. This is our ordeal:

Surveyor : Hello.... Are you 2 Singaporeans or foreigner?
Us : We are Singaporeans (proudly)
Surveyor : Oh ok... Are both of you married?
Us :???? Huh?? (we look at each other, giggled and walked away)

That incident won't be forgotten for sure. Well, simply, i had fun going out with her. It fills with a lot of laughter and fun. You made my day that day and u made me forget my depression. Thanks best friend. Till we go out together again. Here are some pics that she self-obssesedly took with my phone.

Wordlife

Depression

I felt something just held up my progress and slowed me down. Wastage of time accumulate as i find what leads to this held. A held that even someone do not have the power in. To withstand or to mastermind. Stress slowly creeps in and thinking will surely run wild. Stress leads to unimaginary action. Action that myself could not accept. I feel the darkness again but will i remain mannequinly as the dark take over me. Light, juz a ray will do, will surely be there but how long will it last. Even bulbs need replacement. Whatever it is that i am having i could not held with my hands and take control. Its beyond that. Lack of self-belief as i go downstream through my self reflection. I hate being like this. But i was told this is life. If life continue like this, i rather life be like this forever. Strength runs deep but will it sustain sufficiently with effect of life. Well, i let you decide that. For me right now, life is pack but too pack to appreciate. Never will i have the enough amount of tranquility to be appreciative for what life has done for me. Let me hesitate and all that i have, scattered to wilderness. Will i retrieve it? A big damn NO. So i better stop thinking and shut those f***ing mind off before i fall deeper. Life is just life. Life is the most used excuse that even people cant notice.

Depression

A Death Denial

.Useless.FeelingDown.Unwell.Dying.NoNeedAid.ItsOkay.