Is It Really Fate?

Let me start my long post wif my trip to Johor for a friendly rugby match against UTM (University Technological of Malaysia). My holidays is all about the trip where i set off on tuesday and retun on thursday. The trip worth the trip cause as a team we are taught a valuable lesson. To be a Team and Bond as a team. We are still far away from what we are capable of. I am certainly honoured and delighted to be featured in both match. Although we lost both matches, we left there wif our heads held high and lessons learnt. I am proud to be a part of the team. SP ruggers, everyone of u did urself proud. Gd job!!

Well it tot to return home wud be a better experience, but i was wrong. Depression sinks in. The same depression i left wif. Dis is for my special fren:

I cant stop thinking of u and i care about u a lot. Believe me a lot. The closeness tt we build have lead me to dis. I wasnt myself when the one wk tt i never get to see u or even hear frm u.Wat my heart says is tt i miss u a lot. I juz cant expressed these to words. But i know dis is a one way thing and i do not know ur feelings towards me. I guess u have no feelings twds me. The waves of life swept me into wilderness and now i m lost. I am totally lost. I tot i found someone whu can lead me but she is still uncertain. I guess it will be better if i drown.
( I am writng these wif Tonghua song playing in my comp. Ironic? I know u hate dis song and indirectly dis make me think of u.)
I think u know who u are......... =/


Sp Ruggers Fiercer Than Ever

Life Treatment

Being Ignored & Cold Treatment

Missing Something & Confused

Exhausted & Clueless

Anxious & Eager

Life Really Hates Me.......

Your Eyes Stare Me In The Dark

And I Hope Those Eyes Don't Steal My Freedom

Still Left Wondering

Band Fever !!.....

I juz return frm a jamming session wif Aaron, Tim, Ahmad, Shahrul and Nerd. Today is our second session and i can conclude it was ok. We are trying for the MM day talentime. Are very hopeful. I am surprised of them taking me as the backup vocals for Shahrul but am very honoured. =)

Dis wk is a bad rugby wk for me. Lost to Hwa Chong old boys last sat. Told off by my coach coz of my behaviour on field. Now i shall keep my bloody mouth shut. Damn !!!...

Attended 3 days of Bay beats last wkend. Had a swing of a time. Impressed by bands like naked breed and brandtson. Took some pics. Take a look below.

Currently am very happy surrounded by wonderful frens. U guys certainly make my day direct or indirectly. If u guys would ever ponder tt nobody is on ur side and u are lonely, i would secure u all tt u got a fren in me. I will always think of u guys. Dun worry. Juz give me a ring or drop me a msg. I m glad to entertain. =)

Esp to my sec skool fren, Timothy, : Take care bro... Enjoy ur studies Down Under.... I am looking fwd to play soccer wif u again..... Wish u lucks and success......


crowd watching brandtson

crowded pit

Brandtson and me ( fricking happy)

ZZZZZZ.......

Juz woke up frm a 10 hour sleep. Yes, 10 hr sleep. I slept at 2 am dis morning and woke up at 12noon. All the insufficient sleeping hrs thru out the week is being accumulate and spent on dis 10 hr sleep. HaHa...

Y'day had maths mst test. I hope to do well in the test. I'll b very sad if i flop in tt test. Expectations were high. After test, i slack wif Madz, Aaron and Shahrul at Coffee Bean Holland V. Wat is very wierd is tt we actualli sat the same place where my first visit to Holland V. Tt time, i slacked wif Nerd, Ade and Pam, and tt came after exam which was few mnths ago. As always we talked about life tt have passed us by.

Well, so far life have its ups and down. A boring life tt is blessedly spice up by my wonderful frens and family and activities. Rugby and Cars have been a major part of my life now. If i were to pursue in rugby i hope to achieve greater heights. I am hoping to recover my fitness again. Its been a long time since i have to be physically fit. Tts a gd sign. =)

Down Wif Flu

While i m blogging, i m down wif flu. Not feeling tt well. My throat killing me. Phlagm accumulated during past week agitate me. I feel restless but i know i cannot follow my weakness. Hope to recover for skool tml.

These past week has not been gd. I must improve in my fitness in order to stake my place in the rugby team. Now my position in prop is open wif addition of Francis in prop. But tt wont deter me coz i believe wif me soon in fitness shape, i will certainly give my all. 27th and 28th July, it is confirmed tt SP rugby will b travelling to JB for a frenly match there. Eagerly waiting for it.

My mission dis week is to memorize Tong Hua lyrics, thnx to Nerd whom wrote the lyrics for me. Then i can sing to Pris.... HAhahaha.... And maybe talentime...

Dis Tues is a special day for sumbody who is special to me. I hope tt sumbody can celebrate it wif me. U know whu u are..... =)