2005's Gratitude

I wrote these yesterday as i waited the iron to heat up so i can iron my working uniform...

"Time is 1:20 am. I am sitting in my room staring at blank air while enjoying my tub of ice-cream. Choco-mint flavor. My favorite.

As my stare turns to an empty return , my mind starts its non-sensical thinking. Thinking of the year that has passed me by and tommorow would be the last. What have 2005 offer me? Will 2006 be kind and offer the same quantity as 2005? We shall see. There are alot of highlights in this illustrious year of 2005. Meeting & interacting with new friends will be my main highlight. Especially to get to know that special somebody and how uniquely we started our conversation with. Well right now it seems impossible to get her out of my head. Now, i found my confidence to overcome my own self to approach her one day. The time will come & when it comes, happiness wont even come near to justify my feelings. And that very time the stars will be there smiling to the moon with sense of achievement and with moon glowing its smile back to acknowledge. A moment i wouldn't exchange anything for. I will make my intentions clear. Even as clear as it gets, some things will melt like the ice-cream i am holding on to. But i promise towithstand any melted feelings. I came prepared . I will leave prepared. Thnx 2005. Welcome 2006!"

Last but not least, my sense of gratitude will be to God, whom bring me to life up to this very year and for making me meet whoever i have met. Thank you for the ever so relying friends around me. Thank you for who i am now. Thank you... Happy New Year Everybody....

The scenery is as beautiful as 2005. A picture says a thousand words.

Renewed Hope & Interest

The last 2 days has been fruitful for me, hanging wif my close friends. Wednesday, went a walking plus shopping spree wif Ass & Nerd to Bugis and Beach road. Bought a big sling bag. But i guess big doesn't justify the size. Its simply huge. I like!! I bought 2 cds oso... 311 & System of a down album. Its rare to see us shopping sia... But i like the rareness.... Will be waiting for our next shopping trip. It won't be soon though.

The hottest place to take pict in.... Toilet....

The next day which is Thursday, i have a frenly game against ACS barker road. We beat them for about 10 tries. we simply outshine them.... After the game, me & couple of rugby guys head town for dinner and chilling session. There we chat about our future, relationship and other stuff... From that chilling seesion, my rugby buddies renewed my confidence and rocketed it to a higher level. Thnx guys. Thnx God for bringing them in into my life. Thnx for the frens around me. I miss every single of them. And to the rugby guys : If that day really comes, i cant thank u all enuff sia... Now i feel theres purpose in this life. The 2 phrase i learn deeply: "I rather die trying than not trying at all..." & "If this gap close , there will be other gaps..."

Its Abandoned Girl's toilet

Mat Rep or 'Siao Gi na' of rugby

Me & Amir : High expectations

Wat day is today?

Firstly, dis top portion of the blog will be dedicated to my working colleague, Abdullah, better known as Abby. Reason: Abby will fly to Sydney, Australia to continue his studies there. He will leave Singapore this Tues. But at least before he left, i get to play soccer alongside him and karaoke with him las Tues. To Abby, altho u wont be reading these, : I hope u excel in ur studies there and take care bro... Singapore Cable Car will miss ur services....

Karaoke session- Abby, the one holding the mic & on the left is my cousin whom is a cable car personnel. Yah u spot it... both are bald... hahaha

Abg Zul (my supervisor) choosing the songs

Thats me... Yah due to camera phone, the quality isnt great and yah.... my skill at taking pic sux i know..

Okay, dis bottom portion will be the christmas eve i experience. Not juz any ordinary christmas eve but a werking one.... Saturday morning starts as per normal where i head for work and was early summore. Everything turns out fine until my supervisor approach me to do OT. Despite the amount of skool work i have, i accept it but onli till 10pm which i insisted onli at 10 pm. Time pass and soon it was 8pm. With visitors flooding Sentosa, i felt restless of the working hours. It take a toll out of me. Some things cheer me up tho... Things like: Ajay bringing his family to take cable car and visit me... Get to see Max(my sec sch mate) wif his gf taking cable car.... A funny conversation wif customer which sounds like....

Me: Alighting here sir? or Are u staying on?

Customer: Is this Pearl Harbor? Pearl Habor?

Me: ????? (in my heart, "WTH") Dis is Harbor front... (screening my widest smile and at a certain stage laughter juz wanted to burst out)

And the day wasnt ending tt way oso. As time crawls to 9pm, my supervisor approach me again to extend my working hours to 12midnite... Tt is 15 freaking hours of werk... Reluctantly i accept.... Well, u guess it... i left work with a battered body and numb legs.... But thru all tt my supervisor, Ah Wong treat me McD... Christmas wont come at a better time than dis.... A time where my body cries for tranquility... Merry X'mas everybody.....

Ah wong relieving my duty while i enjoy my Double Cheese... Yum Yum

Double cheese never taste so good before.... esp during christmas eve....

Lemon souress

Well lets recap.... its 4am now & i have yet to sleep coz i have to finish my drawings for pdd2 to be handed in tml.... manage to finish 2.... Tml theres a training session in the morning (actualli dis morning lah... as in later) but i dunno whether i can make it onot.... Tml my grandpap will stay over at my house for a month or 2 because he say he need a change of taste... I pay him a visit juz now.... and when i was about to go home he made me smile.... He actualli said "goodnite"..... I replied him and gave my widest smile..... He's the greatest... =)

New year's resolution : To be less vulgar (i m serious... dun laugh pls....)

Down to my last

And to those to which we sing,
We are honored you let us in
I remember the thoughts of many things,
Of the glory that you bring

I was never the right one to dare to dream,
It's funny what this life has done to me now
You were always the only,
To help me see there was a road I must find,
A road that was mine

But I'm down to my last,
I'm standing here alone
Looking back, on it all
But I'm down to my last,
I'm ready but I'm wrong,
And I'm blind too

And to the world to which we sing,
Want to try to do us in
I remember your name and I know your face
Can't forgive and can't erase

I was never the right one
To bear the weight of something fueled by words
I'd learn to hate
You were always the only
To help me see that to love is to shine
In your world, blind

Destination : Benut

Saturday was the day i played rugby at the Padang... yah the Padang... as prestigous as it gets.... It was against Singapore cricket club.... The attendance of our players was disappointing.... but nevertheless we manage to put in enuff players to match them.... I get to play winger for the first half... and it was a position i can onli dream of playing.... but i end up playing in tt position... wif guidance of players like Adi, Othman & Amir... it was quite fun actualli... hahaha.... we lost as usual...


After match we head to Arab strt for dinner... Zam Zam to be exact.... After satisfying our hungry selves... we head for sheesha... first time sia... but it was cool.... went home around 1am... quite late hor... And guess wat... i m blogging dis wif a painful swollen right leg... Yah.. thnx to the match.... sumbody stepped my right leg sia... wat a christmas present... furthermore as happening as it gets i brought my camera but the batt was low so no pics... Sianz...


Sunday was visiting johor time... go Benut to visit my aunt.... yess.... i drove wif a swollen leg... steady hor.... and dis time i brought camera wif batt charged... pics below...


Benut- My aunt's house

Simply Irresistable....


Hosts

Cuzzins

Jam on our return home

Damp Feelings

Today was really a day i hope to forget coz its darn boring. Altho it started well coz i got to attend IA lab which is in the morning. Do some connections on the trial circuits and i feel confident on nxt wk test.

Was not in the mood today... Felt sleepy and useless. Non of the modules cheer me up today. Something tt lighten me up today is that at least Andy get to chill wif me after my class coz he got lesson at 4 and we finished at 3. So, i accompanied him as he indulged his late lunch. The rest of my classmates as usual went home. After skool, do some visiting at my grandpap place. He looks well and lively today and we actually chat. Chat about wat i am doing now. Then after tt accompany my parents to nearby BIG superstore at harborfront. My dad was surveying Mp3 player to buy. Jealous sia... haizz...

Again gg there(harborfront) bring my imaginations wandering. Tt very place is a special place for me. I grew up knowing tt place and its a nostalgic place for me. A place i will bring tt special sumbody ONE DAY (hehehe... if i have tt special person) for a walk at harborfront followed by mt faber and sentosa. Wah... Romantic isnt it? hahaha.... In my dreams!!! But i think i m not wrong to be a big dreamer...still waiting tt special sumbody to emerge.... =)

What's the worst that i can say? Things are better if i stay. So long and good nite, so long and good nite.

Sha_phat has left to sleep coz tml he got werk.... Arghhh..!