F***

Okay this is it!!! I shall confess... I have been smoking quite profusely lately. Mainly because of the depression i encounter. The pressure the personal encounter, all those pester me. My attitude change a lot. I am not what i use to be. Where is the friendly Mr. Nice guy Shahrin. Where? Where is my interest in studies anymore. All lost. I am trying to find myself. Still finding. Sometimes i find that i dun belong where i belong now.